just a moment after having a breakfast with my little but older sister on the phone I decided to write to you and all colleagues of her!
so, what is the e-heldin talking bout on this site? I’ll give you a typical example:

do you know the feeling having an unwanted child? me not. but I think I can imagine. driving my new car is like that. I didn’t want to change the wonderful, absolutly reliable and best car ever, my small Fabia against the new, unexpected dissatisfying Corsa; but I had to. and who cares bout my sadness of lost.

Corsa is speaking english all over the time - especially during the navigation. she never learned german; so on our first routes we have had problems with appreciating each other and never found the searched location with the first attempt. you’re a looser, Corsa. you’re a fucking, half-assed dick head! (sorry of beeing so potty-mouthed). I was so annoyed! she navigated us to places in the middle of nowhere and claimed to reach the urgent needed gas station. or wanted me to direct the car to never existing streets…
to come down and relax again I turned the sound as far as I can, lighted a cigarette (yes, I’m fragile…) and deleted the bad thoughts in my head.

so on the one hand side I hate the new situation. on the other hand side I’m really glad of driving every day. and there are basic approaches of emotions to Corsa. I think there’s a chance for us to come closer with babysteps. perhaps I have to coddle my little “asphalt bubble” with a romantic and handmade car wash at my confidence gas station. and I’m sure that my relationship with her will come closer and closer with every journey and with every nice co-driver.

you can’t defend against living through new stories and experiance. she will take a part of my heart; the same way like a little child takes by the charming smile and bewitching glance.